
Trying to be the strong Anna I can be. To exhausted to go to the gym. Trying to focus on the good stuff but sometimes its hard. Its hard when you don't have your best friends close, when most men are assholes, when you expect more of people, when things don't work out, when all you wanna do is cry but there's not a damn single tear running down your cheeks.
I wish I was stronger right now, I have to get up tomorrow with another mask on my face until I figure this out. Maybe I need a new challenge to focus on? Perhaps I am gonna contact my gym and see if they need a new instructor?