Soulmates

Damn, I miss my soulmates.

Better than before

I am ok. I alive. Thanks for all of your concerns.

Check out this song: http://www.youtube.com/user/RihannaVEVO?blend=11&ob=5#p/u/0/GchEVSx9XEA Liiii laaaaa looove it.

Baaaam today I am gonna kick ass at the meetings. Boom crash baaaaam!

Sin sin sin..

Trying to be the strong Anna I can be. To exhausted to go to the gym. Trying to focus on the good stuff but sometimes its hard. Its hard when you don't have your best friends close, when most men are assholes, when you expect more of people, when things don't work out, when all you wanna do is cry but there's not a damn single tear running down your cheeks.

I wish I was stronger right now, I have to get up tomorrow with another mask on my face until I figure this out. Maybe I need a new challenge to focus on? Perhaps I am gonna contact my gym and see if they need a new instructor?

Monday, kill me now.

Haha, oh my god.

Today will be awesome. It's time to put that mask on. Happy, easy, lovely. Bullshit deluxe. I am starting my week with a client meeting at a hotel, with the marketing coordinator of the hotel. Woop woop. Now Anna, wipe that tired look of you face! Yes? No? Or?

The dress

Wohooooaaaa! I found THE dress. My bridesmaid dress! Baaaaaam!

I am a zebra

Bhahahaha!

Time to gym

Just got home, talked to Charlotte, downed a protein shake (hazelnut/chocolate flavor) mmmmm! BOOOOOOOOM BABY!

The Monday that sucked

Today was a shitty day at work. No bookings and I had stomach pain all day. Tomorrow is a new day!

Nu jävlar i det! (Hells yeah)

Time to drink and forget. Stupid boys. Hello vodka soda... Mmmm!

It's a sunny Saturday morning and I slept 10 hrs

Too much time to think. Too much time to miss my girls. Looked at a pic of Kira and Sandra yesterday and when I was walking home from the grocery store I started crying. Me. Crying. God I miss them. Luckily I have a skype date with them today!

Today I am keeping myself busy with the gym, doing laundry, lunch with a cousin and then going out tonight.

Tired.

Oh my god, please shoot me. I am so tired. Meeting with Marriott today and my boss is taking me for lunch. Woop! Time to leave.

Bright and early

I need to be quicker, faster, tougher... I need to be better than my colleague. I am going to work 1,5 hour before her and my boss. Today I am gonna show them AND myself.

Happy Monday

I am so happy its Monday!!! Work work wooooooooooooooork! Mohahahhaa!

Check check heck

"best of" webcam... hahahaha

short hair and innocent at hdh

crazy girls in wuppertal

"studying" for exams

waiting for massage boy in SF

waiting for mr. rodrigo boy

Got an insurance today, got some work done, made meatballs and I got a movie date with Stockholmboy. Ops! :) So insane. So happy. So excited. So nervous. Boom baby!

Numero uno

Yes today is day one at my new job. I am playing music to get into the mood, putting on make-up, downing my smoothie and drinking my coffee. Last time I was this excited/nervous about something was when I started Hotelschool. Lol!

No-man-diet

I think I "broke up" with the guy I have been seeing this summer a couple of days ago. How is this possible as we were not even together? But it sure felt like a breaking up talk. How do I get myself into these situations? Maybe I should go on a no-man-diet like Charlotte? At least for now.

I am loving every second

My new life. Soon my parents will knock on the door with MY STUFF! I cannot wait to put it all over the place. Haha. We packed Carolines things today and it looks so spooky here now, just white walls.

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

I am in one of my best friends apartment. I got the keys. I signed the contract. It's almost mine. I am gonna rent it from her. How sick is this? The apartment I spent all my visits in Stockholm in is soon to be mine for a while.

I am so happy right now. I just went for a run, I unpacked the stuff I brought and now I am gonna make dinner.

Packing my life into boxes yest again..

My friends around the globe

Tonight I can't stop smiling and missing them. I love you.

Puss

High five!!!

Waiting for Mr Cool. I hate waiting. I cut my hair, can you tell?

hola

I have been horrible with updating. I know. No excuses.

I am still seeing the chef from work, its slowly turning from being a casual thing to something more. Of course when you start spending time with someone, you start getting attached to them. But I know I couldn't be with him for real. There's no BF potential. No real BF potential anyways. For now it works, but for.. longer. No.

Anyways, as I have been working a lot my days have pretty much been looking like this:

wake up, run 5km, go to work, come home, sleep. Except for my days off which I have spent chilling, shopping or on the beach.

A new chapter starts soon. The Estocolmo chapter of my life. I am so excited but also sad again. I just started really liking my job, boss and colleagues and now I have to leave again.

best wake up kiss ever

loves of my life

"Gha I die"

The no strings attached situation is not clarified. I'll wait a while.. For now I am just happy. I had my first day off today after my marathon! Woooopie! I had a great wake-up and an amazing lunch with the girls here in Höllviken. The day got even better when I had dinner with my dad at a cute restaurant. Perfect day off.

Two tumbs up

And sometimes you get just what you ask for...

Let's start over, shall we?

I am so happy working, its exhausting yes but its also being social and doing something. I have got plans now for midsummer, going with Charlotte and her friends to the archipelago for 2 nights. Just what I need. I wonder if it's ok not to drink. I really don't feel like it. Or if this crowd is like all other, not really tolerant with non-drinkers.

I wanna meet someone cute for this summer. A summer fling. No strings attached.

the bravest thing you can do?

I am working. Busy like crazy. Lovin' n hating it. Lazy ass people at work but I am kicking ass.

A friend called braking up the bravest thing you can do. I agree. I just feel so retarded. Aren't relationships for me? Why cant I settle for less? Maybe no one will ever be a good enough fit for me? Maybe I have never been really in love. Like breathtaking, consuming, wanna die for love...

Why...

If this was the right choice then why am I so sad now when I am at home? I was fine when I was at the dinner, surrounded by friends and love. Now I only have Felix, the smell of the lovely flowers he sent me and the darkness. It doesn't help that he removed his album of us and changed his profile pic on FB. Fuck this. I am so happy I am gonna work, I need to not think about this.

Quitter?

Was it a mistake? Did I give up to easily? Could this have been it? Fuck it. I don't believe that differences can be that beautiful. But still I can't help the tiny voice in my head telling me on repeat that I am a quitter. Can this be true? Am I a quitter when it comes to relationships?

I am going to work now.. 15 days in a row. At least I will be busy.

Lovely times

Arrival of the craziness!

I am so happy right now. Spent the day yesterday at the beach and then chilling in the hot tube last night and watching a movie. Today we're going to Malmö. Shoppping, shopping, shopping! Boom baby!

Wooops

I am lost for words but I just revived red roses and white lilys and I don't think I am having a normal reaction to this. Doctor please, is there a cure?

Call me crazy but I love this feeling

I got a summer job! Omg I am on fire! Hells yeah! Worked last night and are doing a 12 hour shift today. Maaan my feet are killing me but I freaking love being busy.

So, according to my calculations I can afford to go to Kira over midsummer :) And guess who's coming tomorrow? Crazy Jules!!!! I am so happy I could die!

Stockholm here I come!

I got a job!

Static waves

On my way to Stockholm again. This time I have three interviews lined up and I pray to God that I will get at least one offer. Seriously this looking for a job and not knowing when and where is killing me. I have been so busy being stressed out about this. I mean, I am not getting any cash right now, other than the small amount that I make working for my friends but that’s merely to cover my costs to go to Stockholm…

So where does that leave me now? Not as full of anticipation as last time but still, its Monday and I am full with positive energy. I had to wake up at 4.45 this morning to catch the train a couple of hours later. Still, I am here on the train and I hoped that I would be more tired so I could sleep some before my interview which I have today at 2pm.